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Birthday: 3/9/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: becoming skinny and perfect
Expertise: being fat


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Member Since: 7/19/2005

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Monday, September 05, 2005

well havent been on here in a while its cause i dont want to anymore its too stress ful and i have gained back all the weight that i worked so hard starving myself to lose plus people get suspicious ofyou and i dont want to lose weight this way exercise is better i've started gymnastics and soccer and that helps alot so thats it dont anyone get all offended or anything thats just my opinion and i'm done on here

see ya


Saturday, August 13, 2005

ok i've been doing better now and No more Cutting for me ever it stupid and makes me really self concious..so yah its just not a good thing to do soooo yep..

today's intake nothing but jubnk but it wasn't much so i am proud

1 licorice

1 chocolate chip cookie

water

coffee

the end nothing more for the rest of my day unless someone makes me eat or catches on to my " not eating frenzi"


kayyy well stay strong girls and try and be happy


Tuesday, August 09, 2005

damn..shit..bull shit...fuckkk

i did very baddd

today's intake-

one piece of pizza

vanilla milkshake

apple pie

water

water

a bowl of cereal

chicken

corn

mashed potatos

grrr i did soooo freaking bad guys...


and yesterday i cant even believe it

a bowl of cereal

onion rings

french fries

cheese burgar

soda

thats a ton of stuff right there^^

i cant remember everything else though but i know it was a lot and i cut myself cause i was so angry with myself..

*sighs* No Eating tomorrow absolutely None


Saturday, August 06, 2005

OK...man my vacation completely ruined everything that i was working towards...

my fast and hardly eating anything was just flushed down the toilet...Soo i have to completely start over i gained 3 pounds over the trip..sheesh!!

down to 103...Goal 92

need to lose 16 pounds!!!...wow

today's intake so far was..

2 bowls of cereal...shit and that was just the beginning of my day..i'll update later


bye girls and stay super strong and skinny!!!


Saturday, July 30, 2005

okay

yesterday my mom noticed..oh man i was going outback to get tan and i was getting some water first and my towel fell and then my mom was like "what happend to you!" and i was like umm what do you mean and she was like omg you are like so skinny and i was like well i lost a lot of weight when i was sick and she was like uhh Yeah!

and so...yeah now for today's intake and yesterdays

todays intake was:

coffee

popsicle

chocolate covered sunflower seeds..too many

water water water
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Yesterday's intake was:

One pancake

a popsicle

coffee

half of a chipotles taco...toooo much
*shame*

ok but then i bunrt it off swimming and cleaning but i was still fat looking because of eating it makes you kind of look like that? helllllo haha

ok please stayyy strong girls!!! i'm down to 101 ....i started at 109



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